fed-up

i have decided. i'm not gonna make myself unhappy anymore. i'm gonna do whatever i want and i will leave if i have to.

met up with this guy i used to date before, maybe 5 or 6 years ago. he found me on facebook. that night i received his message on facebook, i was very surprised. cos that morning, i was just thinking about him. but of course, this must not be mentioned. :)

he was in redang for a diving trip when he messaged me. we met up after he was back. sher did ask whether there were sparks or not. it was just a normal dinner and movie, however i enjoyed his company very much. if you were to ask whether we were to date each other again, i am not expecting it. although i have had good memories about him.

girls at my age just do not go around and dream of love. i have been killed by love before and i don't think i wanna do it again. i think it's better to have a quiet and peaceful life.