work work work

another grueling day at the showflat today. it was not without results so i'm glad. however, in the showflat today, i also experienced how selfish people can be and how they can lose their integrity in exchange for closing deals/money. people putting other people down needlessly for their own gain. imagine i have to face all of that again tomorrow. *faint*

i guess all there is to do is to have a good rest and toughen myself up for the challenges tomorrow.

good night.

beer is good after a hard day's work

it was a long day today, so tired but really worth it. my decision was right. :)

relaxing at home now with beer. i've always loved my drink, more than an average girl, sometimes more than people can understand and i really don't bother to hide it. and the fact that i don't hide, scares people. it goes the same with my mood. when i'm in a bad mood, it really shows on my face and it scares the hell out of them. it's strange cos i'm not the type to vent my frustrations out on people, i just wanna be left alone. i really don't think think that i'm harming anyone. sometimes i wonder, would it be better if i changed myself, just to not scare people away? but come to think of it, wouldn't it be a sad thing if you're not even allowed to show your emotions to the people close to you? isn't it weird to say that you're ok even when you're not?

human beings are weird.

well, enough of my rantings.

will turn in early tonight, to prepare for the tough battle tomorrow.

one night only

Just a song i came across

You want all my love and my devotion
You want my loving soul right on the line
I have no doubt that I could love you forever
The only trouble is, you really don't have the time
You've got one night only
That's all you have to spare
One night only, let's not pretend to care
One night only, we only have 'til dawn
In the morning this feeling will be gone
It has no chance going on
Something so right has got no chance to live
So let's forget about chances, this one night I will give

i wish you love

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
But more than wealth
I wish you love
My aching heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love