it was a long day today, so tired but really worth it. my decision was right. :)
relaxing at home now with beer. i've always loved my drink, more than an average girl, sometimes more than people can understand and i really don't bother to hide it. and the fact that i don't hide, scares people. it goes the same with my mood. when i'm in a bad mood, it really shows on my face and it scares the hell out of them. it's strange cos i'm not the type to vent my frustrations out on people, i just wanna be left alone. i really don't think think that i'm harming anyone. sometimes i wonder, would it be better if i changed myself, just to not scare people away? but come to think of it, wouldn't it be a sad thing if you're not even allowed to show your emotions to the people close to you? isn't it weird to say that you're ok even when you're not?
human beings are weird.
well, enough of my rantings.
will turn in early tonight, to prepare for the tough battle tomorrow.
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